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| Posted by: DEXvet2003 May 24 2009, 02:13 AM |
| DXM........these 3 letters have taken over my LIFE...i want to get off this shit i swear to god but every time i do it it just gets better and better, but at the same time its getting worse and worse, i cant stop myself from taking Coricidins, in the past 3 months i have had probably 5 sober days where i did not take any dex..what is this shit doing to my body>??i want to join the dextroverse because i know that in this FUCKED up world....somewhere out there, there are people that understand where i'm coming from and understand that all of this shit that we do this so called LIFE is just never ending...i wake up on a normal day and go to the store ...publix..walgreens..cvs...walmart...winn dixie...fuck eveN TARGET sells fucking DEx now adays what the fUCK>> so i go to the store and get this shit and i take ohhh i dont know 14 15 i dont know just what evver..and when i start feeling it come in my head i take a couple more, BUT the thing is i TRICK myself i tell myself that if i take these fucking pills that i am going to get so much stuff done that day, which isn't even fucking true, i think i am getting alot accomplished but really i get so side tracked and i start like 80 different tasks at once ...so by the end of the day i have all these unfinished tasks just sitting there and im like WTF ?? i dont know why i am writing all of this down maybe i needed to see it in writing i DONT KNOW...i want to join this community because i believe i have a lot to offer to people that wnat to experience dx.....i can give the good stories about having the best trip of my life,,,(but thats the thing,,.these TRIPS aren't even trips they are NORMAL LIFE FOR ME NOW) and i can give the bad stories where i could litterally FEEL MY HEART STOP and i feel myself die and then i wake up its almost like i ForgOT how to Breath?? if that is possible i dont know,,. not sure exactly what is real anymore...im not looking for some little bullshit fucking kids to talk to, i need a fucking experienced vet with this shit to talk to....because i dont know where im headin....peace |
| Posted by: DEXvet2003 May 24 2009, 02:46 AM |
| im reaching out to anyone out there that may be able to help me...i have a good life..i have a good car i have a good girlfriend, house,..you know but i cant seem to stop takin these damn pills...i dont even know what is real anymore?? seriously i find shit days later and i look at it and im like "how the fuck did that get there" shit moves and i dont know how., i am looking for an experienced user to talk to .... i need to have human contact with someone that is remotely like me so that i can fucking feel that someone is on the same level as me, because this whole LIFE Shit is fine and dandy but as you know if you are reading this,,....life ha there is way more to life then "normal" people know...those people that you see walking around every day when you go to work high...the people you try to have a convorsation with but for the life of you you just cant spit out a full fukcing WORD.. there is a life beyond LIFE that i know you see......please... |
| Posted by: emotv May 24 2009, 04:18 AM |
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I'm not sure if you addressed the questions or not, but I think that
you may want to try rewriting this, or editing it, when you are sober.
You need to answer the two questions (What is your interest in DXM,
what is your interest in joining the dextroverse). As for now, please post any new essays, questions, etc, in this thread. |
| Posted by: DEXvet2003 May 24 2009, 08:38 AM |
| My interest with DXM...i am not really sure what it is about this powerful..powerful thing, i am not really sure that i even want to call it a drug, i have had so many mind altering experiences and so many closed eye visuals with this that it has really opened up my mind to so many wonderful things. i grew up just like any other normal kid out there, i went to school and made friends, opened presents on christmas, ate candy on easter....everything was normal UNTIL i found DXM...this shit CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER...i love it...i love how it makes me feel al together, i love how i can just lose myself in my thoughts, and i can ramble on for hours about just about anything, i can get so focused on something but in the same instant lose focus on the same thing i was trying to focus on...if that makes any sense. if you are reading this then most likely you have had quite a few experiences with DXM, or maybe you havn't had any yet and are looking for a starting point, somewhere to get all the facts so that you can have a good safe tripk i want to join this community because i KNOW that i have a lot of helpful advice that i can give new comers, i can not stress enough if this essay that i am writing does anything, even if it does not gain me access to this wonderful community,..let this be heard...CORICIDIN IS NOT SOMETHING TO FUCK WITH...just dont..if you are new to DXM i am sure you have heard of them,,skittles or red devils...whatever you want to call them, just dont get started on them, they are sooooo bad for you and i can not stress enough if you are going to be using DXM you need to do it as safe as possible, have a trip sitter that is responsible and take your time and actually look into what your doing before jumping in to something like coricidin, beacuse once you start...you CANT STOP...i feel like im ramblin on right now , so i am going to cut this short...i would like to gain access to the dextroverse to share my experiences with others and hopefully help people to not make the same mistakes i have made with it..thank you |
| Posted by: DEXvet2003 May 25 2009, 11:28 PM |
| hello all i am writing to let you know that i have officially figured life out... why people are doing the things that people are doing, why crack whores can leave there baby on the corner while they suck dick so that they can get there next high...i want someone to explain to me why in the FUCK i am here..someone to explain why in the fuck this world is here?? if i disappeared right now who would it effect?? would it effect you?? im sure it wouldn't becuase that is how insignificant we are as people...the president of these united states himself is insignificant in the big scheme of things, that nigga wants the world to be all fucking butterflies and rainbows..but that isn't the way the world works bitches.. WE LUCKED out... we seriously lucked out, we got the fucking chance to live...somewhere at somepoint in time atoms and molacules came together to form SOMTHING that made something that formed something else...until POOF life has SPRUNG and the world may now work its magic...i believe that there is no god in this world for many reasons....people are dying ever 5 seconds,....but who does that effect really? when 9/11 happened where were you????? did you have to breath in the smoke? did you have to see the people falling from the building?? no you sat there on your couch or in class somewhere looking at the tv..not being effected at all...physically effected at all..when people kill themselves every day accross this world do you feel it ?? do you feel them slit there wrists??no you dont you dont feel the pain someone else may have to go through.....how can there be a god...if there was a god wouldn't somewhere along the line someone of figured out that human nature is to go against the grain...what i mean by that is people are always going to want to push the button//take the risk////there is always going to be that risk though...if i DIED right now...nothing would happen...i would effect a few people...my girlfriend...my mom....my dad...family...claire....but in the end what is going to happen? everybody will move on with there prescious lives and they will cry sure....they will cry for a couple weeks...but once the crying stops.....there is ..no more.. why is there so many fucking religions?? it doens't make sense....why ...everybody thinks that there religion is the one???but how can there be so many ONES?? how can there be a hindu god and a muslim god and a god GOD in the united states,....and they all believe that there god is the only god why would god do that ???why would god make people capable of thinking like me??who knows...i know that i will never know...oh and by the way.. i think you should accept me to your community..i may not have answered your 2 questions... but i guarenteei have more shit to offer to people that really want it and that are going to come look for it then alot of these people in the world today..so please consider me....i will open your minds people....just let me in..... |
| Posted by: emotv May 26 2009, 12:49 AM |
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Stop posting threads, ramblings opinions, or anything that isn't about
your essay or registration problems. This forum is not for discussion
of anything other than those two topics. As a courtesy, I've moved your
posts into this thread, so that you can come back to them if and when
you are accepted. This kind of posting behavior isn't fit for the
registration forum, and will get you in trouble in the main
forums. We will get to your essay, we are people, and we have lives.
Please, don't make more threads, ramblings, or anything that doesn't
have to do with your registration. On a lighter note, I'll get to your essay real soon here, as in next two hours, but I want to make sure that I leave time for you to read this post. |